open ears and closed doors

In the silence I hear the most,

Feeling the cold rains of mid November burn my soul.

The lucidity of this life becomes so clear,

Opening the door on my past.

Wanting to feel again,

The warmth of the love I once knew.

To hear voices of my past surrounding me.

Rendering me helpless,

Asking me for help

To feel the void of my now desolate life

Wanting to silently escape.

Let me go to sleep in my Silent Lucidity...

Bleeding Heart

Come to my door,

My heart aches for the love I need.

Death seems to be the only alternative.

My heart bleeds,

My body aches to feel your touch.

'I want to be with you night and day'

Love me for all I am.

November rain

In the cold rain of November

I held the lite of my heart in my hands

I held it for you and only you.

The rain washed away the pain I held for you

And the warm winds of change blew threw my door.

I walked through the cold rain as time stood still.

Till he came and mended my broken heart.

The rain in my heart dried and it began to beat again.

Now he holds my heart in his hands.

Bound to him with all my love I will forever be.

The November rain cant hurt me no more.

Seduced from afar

From afar I watch you,

Loving you with all my heart

Not able to speak to you,

You not knowing,

Wanting to touch you,

Wanting to feel you

Longing to taste your kiss,

You've seduced me from afar

eyes unfocused

How small is our world
when from far and wide
we meet those so close to us.
how painful is life
when love surrounds us
yet is beyond our reach.
The heart is a melodic character
beating in time with the world
yet time and time again
it skips a beat
throwing the world to the wind.
a glimmer of beauty
in a speck of time
can stop my heart in an instant..

the instant my eyes had focused
on beauty such as yours
melted my frozen heart.
through the confusion
my lust increased
and set my mind into a whirlwind.
i did not know right from wrong
until i heard the song
of the love of my life
only sitting to my right.
leave me oh siren of the seas
let me live in my unrest
let my lust subside
before i can no longer live tied down.

From nite till day
all week long,
I think of you
and want my way.
waiting impatiently
to caress your
ridgid body..
hoping how you will react.
wanting to feel your
Heated touch across my
feverish skin..
day dreams leading to
thoughts unleashed..
feelings so strong yet
untamed..
only your touch will reign in my desire.

from this moment

from this moment till then,
my mind will wonder,
wishing to feel just one minute touch.
my lips ache to feel
the softness of yours.
the sweetness of your kiss,
leads to thoughts unsettling..
my body longs to feel the
fire from your fingers.
my own fingers
burn with the desire,
to feel your skin.
your face,
your heart,
the core of your soul...
my life feels incomplete
without the ability
show you how my desire burns